I'm not the kind of person that seeking for love, I don't know it will be a good or bad time for me to be in love now, All I really want is to find someone that I can talk or joke around with, I always wanted to share my expression, thoughts or some particular event to someone that's close to me. And I always wanted someone to know about me, care for me and cheer for me not the opposite...Life is hard to bare when there's no love, but it's harder to live without friends that care and understand about you. Living without socializing is like a Music that has no Sound..No matter it's love or friends, I just need someone who i can laugh with, and have fun with.. someone that's not perfect, but understands me, you know?
Monday, October 25, 2010
A Tough Month..
Just finish one of my test last week, and now I still have 4 assignments which will have 4 presentations and 1 upcoming test to be done within a month....:/ but i doesn't have the motivation to do any of it until last minutes... =(
Not only College stuff that keep me busy but also cleanness of my house become my duty.. My maid had left for 2 months now...she said might come back to us in January next year but got no idea that would be true.. After she left for 2 months, my house is getting mess n dirty day by day, and my parents give me the duty to do the households.. like my other siblings were dead zz.. rlly hate my family :c
Not only College stuff that keep me busy but also cleanness of my house become my duty.. My maid had left for 2 months now...she said might come back to us in January next year but got no idea that would be true.. After she left for 2 months, my house is getting mess n dirty day by day, and my parents give me the duty to do the households.. like my other siblings were dead zz.. rlly hate my family :c
Friday, October 22, 2010
Screw up day
Was having my Calculus Test Today at 830am, but i fkingxx overslept until 840am++!! cus i were study overnight ytd until 4am++ mayb was too tired so that my alarm can't wake me up :x
After I saw my time when i'm woke i was like "holy shet!" and pack everything up within a sec also getting myself clean up within a minute >_< and rush to my car and step the pedal to the max along the highway.
When i reach my college it's like about 9am+, i quickly get a parking and rush for shuttle to class, when i get into class it's like 920am+ so i'm like having 1hr more to complete all my Math's questions....and im so nervous atm my mind was like completely blank..! I can't remember the simple similar question that i did before...
When the times up i manage to finish half of the papers and those that keep my mind blank i'll just skip it...luckily this is only an in-course assessment test, it only stand for 20% for my overall marks..
After I saw my time when i'm woke i was like "holy shet!" and pack everything up within a sec also getting myself clean up within a minute >_< and rush to my car and step the pedal to the max along the highway.
When i reach my college it's like about 9am+, i quickly get a parking and rush for shuttle to class, when i get into class it's like 920am+ so i'm like having 1hr more to complete all my Math's questions....and im so nervous atm my mind was like completely blank..! I can't remember the simple similar question that i did before...
When the times up i manage to finish half of the papers and those that keep my mind blank i'll just skip it...luckily this is only an in-course assessment test, it only stand for 20% for my overall marks..
Saturday, October 16, 2010
A "Broken Heart" Quote
I would give up everything for one moment with you; for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you.
Loving you was my favorite mistake.
I done everything for you but non of that makes you feel touch.
What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his Cinderella?
In my dreams you're mine forever.
Although we never talk again, but I'll always watching you all around.
I forgive you of whatever you did wrong, but you never give me chance to know what I was wrong.
Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.
If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.
You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it.
I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last.
Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.
When you having any problem, I will always find out the solution to fix it, but when i having a minor issue, you don't even give a damn about me.
Sometime I might joke too much, but what i did is just to make u happy.
The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned.
I had given up everything in this world, except you.
Your existence let me realize what is love, your abandon let me know what is pain.
It's funny how a person can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces.
God separate us apart on this world, but my heart always bond together with you.
I'm willing to use by you, but I'm refuse trash by you.
My heart bleeds no more since turning to stone.
No matter where you are, you'll always be in my heart.
Loving you was my favorite mistake.
I done everything for you but non of that makes you feel touch.
What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his Cinderella?
In my dreams you're mine forever.
Although we never talk again, but I'll always watching you all around.
I forgive you of whatever you did wrong, but you never give me chance to know what I was wrong.
Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.
If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.
You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it.
I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last.
Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.
When you having any problem, I will always find out the solution to fix it, but when i having a minor issue, you don't even give a damn about me.
Sometime I might joke too much, but what i did is just to make u happy.
The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned.
I had given up everything in this world, except you.
Your existence let me realize what is love, your abandon let me know what is pain.
It's funny how a person can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces.
God separate us apart on this world, but my heart always bond together with you.
I'm willing to use by you, but I'm refuse trash by you.
My heart bleeds no more since turning to stone.
No matter where you are, you'll always be in my heart.
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