生命如此短暂 Life is Short

On the night of 13th April, I received an expected call from my relative that he told me that my grandma had just pass away...I was shock at the moment and was really couldn't believe that it's truth...
That time my parents were still at their trips in Krabi, and I was being a guardian at home...lucky that my parents trips ends on the next day which is Sunday and also lucky it was falls on this week, because I just finished my final exam last week...it's really thank god for that...However, when my parents came back I rush to the airport and fetch them back home to pack up everything. Due to my other siblings were still not home yet, so I fetch my mum back to my uncle's shop first at Melaka where my grandma funeral's place. It was really a tiring day that I need to drive whole day from the airport and then to melaka..When I reached there, I saw most of my relatives were already reached and praying with the master (sifu).

When I saw my grandma inside the coffin, it remind me something back then while I was young..I didn't tear or feel really sad...just that, i'm really grateful for what she had done when we was young..and I realize that, I'm an adult now...time really passes unexpectedly fast... and some of my relatives also turn out to be "leng cai" & "leng lui" dy..

We stayed here for 3 days until 17th April, till the coffin depart.. I think this will be the last time that we had such huge gathering with all my mother's side relatives, within this few days, we need to pray with the master every night for few hours. Furthermore, as offspring, we need to take turn to wake up in every middle of night to look after the coffin and pray on it.. Although I had something that emotionally bothering me within this few days..but being with them really makes me happy..

Group photo with our grandma's coffin when about to take off...this most probably be the last group photo where everyone can gets together..

The last photo i took with my grandma..It's was on the Chinese New Year of 2013

She's really strong that she can last until today with the stroke she got for about 3 years ago..She had been through so much of pains and hard time we never know... I'm really appreciate on everything she done..really ..thanks alot.. 

Grandma..You may now Rest In Peace. Your spirit will always remain in the depth our heart <3 p="">

Life is short

Learn to cherish every moment and every person in your life, because you never know when it will be the last time you see them

再见2012, 重新2013

我相信每个人都有自己美好或悲哀的过去。。在2012年结束之后，我相信每个人都会把这些悲哀的过去当成2013年美好的开始。

回想在2012年对我发生过的事说多不多说少也不少。在好多谣言中人们都说2012可能会是世界的最后一年也就是世界末日的意思。我没十分的相信，只是时时刻刻都会有心里准备。但现已是2013年了。看来这谣言已经变成了历史及人们的笑话了，将来我们还会有更加遥远的路途要走了。

很快的一年又这样过去了....看来去年的期望还是无法达成的，就只好把它带到今年去了....我想....从今年开始我要认真的改变自己了......不能够再给别人真恨自己。有时候你觉得自己做得很好，但别人是不会认为你做得好的。就像去年，不管我怎样为别人做事，到最后...我还是最错最有罪的那一个，还给别人耍笑及污辱我.....有一个....还是我满在乎的人。有时候，我还觉得自己真的很没用。haiz..

想想看去年的收获可不少，最大的收获就该是我拥有到的iPad 3和Asus Laptop-N56V，这都是用我自己赚回来的钱购买的可没靠我爸妈哦。想看一个读着书的学生半工半读地去赚钱可不容易的哦。噢噢。。其实我还有很多自己想要买到的东西...就比如，手表，电话，鞋子等。这些我都希望能够在2013年以内得到的。所以，今年我要更努力的去找钱了，同时，也要考到好的成绩。在去年，不知不觉地爱上了踢球和羽球，所以我每个月的花费变得很高。还有，我健身到现在因该有25个月了..但我的体重从去年到今年从没上升过。 看来，我要懂得控制自己的花费方向了，因该多吃少用才行呀。

2012还有很多背后的故事都不想说了。。有心的直接来找我谈吧。 我祝大家新年快乐，明日会更好!

a Case senario

Today is my first day free from work, so that i went to gym around 11am in the morning. In the middle of my workout. i heard peoples struggling about the men's locker, then i go forward and ask whats happening? The guy said the men locker downstairs has been broken down, and most of the stuff were stolen. I quickly head downstairs and check my locker. I realize that my locker was been cut too, and i check my bags still inside but my wallet was gone...there was 7 victim total which including me got their stuff stolen too.. therefore i quickly call to the bank and cancels all my atm & debits card for safety purpose. Later on i went to the counter and write a report and go for the police station to report about the case. While i am waiting for the queue, a guy called me and said that he found my wallet at Bangsar village shopping mall..therefore i quickly rushed there to get back my wallet. When I got back my wallet, it was only my identification card and my money was gone..so i had to get back to the police station and do a report also...

It was really an unlucky day...tot just gonna spent a while in the gym, but took me whole day doing something else.. haiz...this world really wasn't a safe place anymore..

Another carelessness

Today went to futsal, as usual we went every sunday night to lee chong wei badminton court for futsal. After futsal i went home as usual along with my friends that follow my car. When I sent all my friends back home and i go home as well. At first I didn't realize anything missing, when i reach home i just lay on my bed for while due to tiredness from futsal. Later on someone phoned me, I feel weird cus normally no ppls call me at a time like this..(its 2am that time) When i answer my phone, a girl asked me my name and so. I was wonder who she is, then she told me that "didnt you realize that your wallet was gone?" Then i check my bag where i usually put my wallet wasn't there!! I started abit nervous to speak with her, then she told me she found it at the lcw badminton court and told me to go get it. Lucky that my friend is still at the futsal court there chit-chatting, i called them and requested them to help me get my wallet back from the girl..I was lucky this time, a kind person manage to pick up my wallet..and was lucky that inside my wallet has a police report that i kept from the last time i made about my wallet lost that has contain about my phone number in it...so the girl manage to call me by that.. I guess next time no matter where I go i should had triple check for every instant..

The Month

Music of the Month

Event of the Month 

Work of the Month 

Me of the Month

Life is like a brief candle, the flame can banish anytime.

Life is meaningless as there's no future to look forward.

Life is temporary as death can happen anytime.

Learn to Appreciate Your Time.

As Life is Short & Sudden.

Careless

Today after workout, been to ioi mall with friends and ready for a movie. Before going to the movie we had our dinner in "Si Ling restaurant". After the fine dinner, we go watch the movie "snow white". When the movie is finished I just walk out as usual, after that my friend ask for yumcha.. Then we leave ioi mall and find a place yumcha..during yumcha, i realize my wallet isn't in my pocket..and i though i left it in my car or at home cuz i when home a while earlier..so been search through all the place and i cant find it. This time is where the nervous came..I cant remember anything back then, and usually i use to check my pocket after a movie or before starting my car..I rush back to GSC ioi mall and ask for the counter for retrieval..but they couldn't find anything on it...maybe i had drop somewhere that had alrdy been picked up by someone...Hopefully my lucky day will come this guy will deliver it back to me.. =/

~My 21st Birthday 2012~

I had been thinking for all this while, what I'm gonna do on my 21st Birthday.. It's being so indecisive for me to think that either opening a party or just a normal dinner with friends or just either just ignore my own day.. So this decision has been decided since my parents allows me to open a birthday party, and it's very lucky that I finished my final exams on 9th of March.. so there's 1 week for me to prepare everything.

It's also a good decision that making a birthday party, so I can receive many presents and ang pau~^^ as I never really receive a single birthday present before until now haha..well, and hopefully my wishes will came true for this birthday..as I dun wan to walk my path alone forever~ *.*

*some random photos taken*

the crowd in my house~

The Cake ~ Specially thanks to someone whom made it

The Relatives

The Relatives

The Promoters

The Puchong Mates

The College Mates

The Secondary Mates

The Elderly Mate

The Best Wish~ (I'm actually praying haha..>")

The Best Memories~

All the beloved presents~ <3

Peoples that attended 2nite was like 130~150.. was far ranged from my expectation..as i only invited like 80 peoples..and mostly didn't really show up.. but i'm still having great time to those whom came by and I'm really grateful for everything, this would really be my best birthday night at all~ <33