Why?

Why I always get scold without any reason?
Why I always so weak to fight back what's really the right?
Why I always get the right to fight back but i always held it as a secret?
Why I always being so silent and suffering from unknown?
Why I always being so weaken and feel like don't even have a single tenacity of a man?
Why Should I always being so good all the times?
Why Should I always Ease up on the past and let go of the anger?
Why Should I always fill up with Hatred?
Why Should I ever listen to them?
Why Should I ever live?